X'mas eve and The horrible dream..

24Dec,
Yeah ~~~~ it's xmas eve !!!
Early morning,i am so excited...
but ofcoz need to go tuition 1st ><...
After tuition,
i , hian n mel go to TESCO buy some food material for later to cook at mel house....
Then, we going to econ class.....@@...

After econ class,i go mel house...to prepare the food....
The people who attend the mel xmas party include:
Me,mel,hian,noel,ah guat,ching li,bea n bea sis,steph,mel family and liu long... xD
We from 5.30pm prepare the food until 8pm ++...
then some of us cant hold it anymur, and then "curi makan"....==
Next,Liu Long reach mel house....and he start to make his "拉面" ....
wooooh~~~~the real "noodle kung fu"....i be his " Noodles Apprentice" ...lol...
His "拉面"...is f*cking delicious !!!....damn !..hahax
The food we have is cheezy sausage,meatball,nugget,egg n tuna sandwich,mushroom soup( this is specially make by mel and the material include 5 type of "moku"..),salad,mash potato,and the last 1 is ...................TURKEY !!!! *This turkey is make by mel mum,this is my 1st time eat this !..woooooooohhhhh~~~its also f*ucking delicious ~~~ LMAO....

Mel mum also get her “中国白酒” and let us drink ...wooooohhh~~~
its 1st time for me too ^^....the alcohol level is so high !!
Ching li just drink 1 cup,then her eyes turn to red edi...ofcoz she not yet drunk...
I drink few cups too....luckily i also din drunk ...hehe ^^

Its 12am,ding dong !!!
We raise up our wine cup and said " Merry Christmas !!! "
Then we play a game with poker card..."Police and The Killer " ..
This game include judge,police,killer and citizen...
Killer need to confuse citizen that his is not killer and make all the citizen feel the police is the killer....
Police need to lead the citizen point to the killer and make him out of the game....
It's reali "宫心计" ....

We play and talk till 7am...
that time i was totally exaushted and take a nap till 8am....
then i back to my hostel by driving my car..that time my eyes still @@...

25 Dec,
I from 9am sleep till 4pm....@@
My classmate invite me to paradise beach at night....
i din go,bcoz i feel want to go back home...hehe
After i reach my home....
i and my old secondary frds going to RAJA UDA TOM YAM !
Yummy ~~~few month din go thr edi..^^

26 Dec,
8.40am i have wake up,but i press my class to off mode ...
and continue sleep....
Then, i have make a horrible dream in my live....
The dreams story is like this:
" When i wake up.....i realise every1 is crying....
i feel weird.... then i found out i was dead ! ><....
I feel so sad ~and my soul go find mum and said " why i so young,and i die edi !...i still got lot thing not yet done....i still din become billionaire and etc....
i am cry badly....i am confuse and dunno when i was die....i remember at midnight i still got sms my frds Noel....then my soul directly appear at my frds thr....he show me his phone and thr write 3.11am i still got sms him....i m cry and tell him..."pls tell my mum,dont put me in coffin and buried me yet"and the i was awake at 11am....it's lucky is just a dream !...My heart feeling is reali like a real 1....just like i cried b4......><.....

But,anyway its just a dream......^^
It's to be good that i still alive .......

"He" and "She"

算一算。。。。都已经七个月了。。。
“他” 和 “她” 都还在原地踏步。。。
“他” 在等着 “她” 的旧伤疗好。。。。
如今，“她” 疗好90% 了。。
“她” 一直当“他” 是好朋友而已。。。。。
“他” 真的不知道该如何。。。。进退两难。。。。
“他”很少会遇到让“他”心动的 “她”。。。。。
如今，遇到了，却不能做什么。。。
只能继续等待或放弃。。。。
“他”真的很不想放弃。。。
“他”很想去争取，但担心争取到最后。。。还是失败，连朋友也当不成。。。。
“他”也很想不顾一切后果，直冲就对了。。。
但有怕伤害到 “她”。。。。

“他”觉得“她”已经发现“他”已经爱上“她”了。。。。。
最近，当“他” SMS “她”时，“她” 只是敷衍的恢复“他”而以。。。。
“她” 是要 “他” 对 “她”死心而已吗？？？

“他”时常想起“她”。。。。
当“他”想起“她”时，
心情会变得很复杂。。。。。
心情变得：
低落。。。。
有一股冲动想要打给“她”听听“她”的声音。。。
想见见“她”。。。。
听“她”喜欢听的歌时，都会想起“她”。。。。
“他”是疯了吗？！不正常了吗？。。

“他”对“她”的感觉是认真的。。。。
“他”真的很矛盾。。。
“他”该继续等待或争取呢？
“他”只能希望将来会有改变吧。。。。

“他”要对“她”说 ：“我真的很想念你！”。。。“我对你是认真的 ！ ”。。。。“你听到了吗？！”........

BookS and CdS...

Dec 7,12.00am

This few weeks,

i spend my time all in studies...

Study for midterm test....

Assignment....

Presentation...

When free,

i will read some self-enrichment book..

n

Hear Kenny G saxophone music~~

It's romantic n relax my mind n soul *Thumbs up

25 Nov,i and my housemate

Whole 4-20 going to ONE STOP POPULAR FAIR....

When i step into the fair,

I saw Twilight Series book...got 30% Discount ^^

I waiting this fair for quiet long time d....

After that,

I buy Kenny G Love Ballads album..

This is the 1st time i bought an Original album...=)

Twilight Book until now i dont have time to read it,

need wait until after next mon FM test...

only got time ro read it :(

3-5Dec i work at PISA PC EXPO,

The 1st day when i work,

i din sold out anything...

bcoz that day i have sorethroat and stomach feeling unwell ><

The 2nd n 3rd day get better d ^^

But everyday after work also felt damn tired la @@

Collecting money for buy NIKON DSLR xD

This coming Thur,got Business Economics test @@....

2molo morning i only start study....

Because today me r pretty tired ><...

The photo below is the books and album i buy it recently :

幸福就像狗尾巴，I bought this book at 1st week of Nov..

i read this book while i sit ferry to Penang Jetty...

把嘲笑当激励

I bought this book at 2nd week of Nov

I also always bring it along with me...

I like this book Author and its story line...

It give me alot +ve thinking,encouragement ^^

A series of Twilight Book :Twilight Saga,New Moon,Eclipse and Breaking Dawn

Book I-III have be shown on Cinema...Book IV will on Cinema at next year ^^

It's about the romantic love story between Vampire and Human....

Ori price : Rm188

Popular Fair : Rm130

I gonna to read all this after next mon FM test,

I might take long time to read all this...

Bcoz my english r poor....so i can improve my english while reading ^^

Twilight Saga

New Moon

Eclipse

Breaking Dawn

This is the 1st ori album i bought at my life !! ^^

The romance music make me feel relax xDD

Last thur 2Dec,i bought this Kenny G -Heart n Soul newest album ..

All music just can described by 1 word 'WoooHooooo"

This is wat happen on me at last month ....

I will update my blog again when free ^^

Sleepy day ...& M5 "sick" edi...

Nov 2, 2.00am

It's a raining day....
the weather is cold.......
So comfort to have a sleep....

Nov 1,
I was sleep at 3am lastnight...
and i need to wake uo at 7.30am....
I m late sleep for few days edi...
I m late to in my tut class..
I moving my law tut,Bernard things from one table to another....
Then he said : "why when u move people thing,never ask people 1 ?" ==...."what's ur name? "....and i ans ...
He keep pay attention on me...although my eyes is extreme tired,but cant close it and sleep...if i sleep,he sure shoot me again" ==....he very guai giat 1 ....==

After that i going to Econ lec,
that time i m totally exhausted!!!
After LBL talk for 45min,
i reali cant hold it anymur..i directly sleep until the lec finish....@@
After the class finish,i realize that SH follow AY them go eat lunch...
SH din join us since last mon...i feel weird,is that she still angry or care about the incident happen at last 2 thur ?......

My another best frd,N.A...
He just break with his gf,
his mood r not stable....and always feel lonely....
So,he decide to join more friend and any1....include the people he and we ignore...
I feel sick of that,bcoz although lonely...but we also no need to join the people we dont lke....
and his dont have mood on studies..
We need to save him....

My class friendship n relationship r totally complicated....
i feel confused and pressure on my mind...

I hope i got that power to solve our class problem...

2molo i will back to T.I,
miss my home so much...
1 week plus back to house edi...
Summur this weekend i m gonna to KL work,
not going back to hometown again...

I really miss my family n her badly right now...
comlicated feeling

2.14am

D'Piazza & NoV> The whole new me ^^

It's 2.24am...

I just bath finish...Just after finish work,
melinda mum bring all worker to 中国风味馆 steambot !
The surrounding is awesome !!ofcoz the food is delicous too xDD...
Ho liao Ho liao !!...

29OCT-31OCT, i work at D'Piazza PC Show...
In this 3 days,i just sell out one writing pad...==

In this 3 days, i also think my class problem...
feel that M5 is "sick" edi...all classmate frdship r change....
feel not well on that...n decide to solve it !!
So, i will find time talk with few housemate...
i might be the bad guy to ask them n force them to say out wwat happen ....
I hope i will success !

In this 3 days,although i m busy....
but her always run into my mind...
i am more miss her than when i am free....
That feeling make me feel bad ~
bcoz damn miss her...
Feel want to phone her....
but...what to do...
cant phone also....
The feeling r so strong....

Today is a new month edi ~NOV..
I am changing my style since this sem start...
the way i talk...studies....
Now all still process-ING....
This month i want done best than last month !!
Although i not reali confidence,
but sure i will try do 100% n till last min !!
Have many life target in this month ....

This the thing that happen in me in this 3 days....
and the target of NOV....

^^

A silence Night

Now is 1.35am....

I am alone at my hostel living room....

Just now,read law book for 15min.....and felt no mood to study on it.....

Heart feel empty,but not sad.....just empty...

I feel that this 2 day i done nothing....

although i got revision...but still lazy everyday go jogging...

I still cant fully 4low my own schedule...

I need more insistence.....

Yesterday (tue) ,

Early morning wake up,

the 1st people i think is her...^^

And then i going to attend TDM 9am lec...

i was late for 10min....i thaught i was really late...

But i and classmate for 20min,is 9.30...TDM still din still not yet reach...

And it's an annoucement "LEC cancel !! "

==lll ....waste my time ! so late only inform ~.~
I better at home sleep 2 more hour :P

Then i and classmate went to ANANDAS have our breakfast....

That's nth special..When i heard some1 laugh,i felt her sound like a WITCH @@....i felt sick of that ~.~

After class finish, i reach home and chat with my housemate ....

then i take a nap until 7.30pm....

and then i went to Night market....ate dinner at thr....

i order chicken rice,and it make me waot for so long....

the uncle always 4get that is me order that....><

I also have told my frd,i 2week ++ din meet Pp de....

and when i reach hostel downstair,i met her....hahax... xDD

Next,my housemate Pk teach me how the play CS....

i was 1st time play this on9 game ==....

he play it since FORM 1 @@....

i m so outdated......

After train for 1 hour,my eyes edi become like this >>> @@

So i stop it ....

Then, i read LAW book for 15min i edi no mood....zzz

This my wholeday activity....

I m wasting my own time !

I m gonna to fix it!!

I need more insistence..

Recently, i m reading a self-enrichment....

that book teach-ing me alot thing.....

So,now i m gonna to read that book n sleep ^^

Jia you jia you for myself.....hahax

It's a new day new start !

1.54am END...

A Book n A BiRthDay =)

Today the purpose i going to Pacific is for exchange PS3 game n buy Kher Shin present......

So,i walk in to Popular.....
Buy my own stuff stationery..
read some books...
and i found this book....
Now i just read 30 pages....
the things he write is powerfull and usefull to student n worker...
it slowly change our thinking to right position....
The writer is a PHD Holder...he write his life experience n teach us....
It's a wonderfull Book !!


After that, i squeeze my brain think should buy what present for her.....
I know her since Form4....this is the 4th year i give present to her...
Almost every category have buy b4 for her edi...~.~
Finally,i buy a note book n gold colour pen....
it's look simple n priceless....
but i have something inside the book....
n the purpose of i give a book as a present to her.....
It will be usefull n meaningfull for her...

Although now i m not at penang celebrate with her,
but i say "Kher Shin,HAPPY BIRTHDAY" at here n post pic at here 1st.....
Hope she will receive my "Xin Yi"....hahax

Once again, Happy BirthDay n sweet 20 ~~~